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still searching for the meaning of life.
JYJ & 東方神起
love makes me cry.
there's really nothing much about me.

Friday, January 29, 2010
Dear X & Y

When you're down and out,
and feel like the whole world is againts you.
All you want is a hug and some comforting words that'll tell you
everything's gonna be okay.

All you want are some encouraging words that'll keep you motivated.
That'll make you want to move on.

Isn't this what everyone wants when they're feeling awful?

But instead,
you guys had chosen to do the other.
Hurtful words that pierces through the heart.
Words sharper than any knife that'd been sharpened 100 times.

Emotionally hurt.
When it comes from your loved ones,
it hurts the most.


7:04 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
Dear Jaejoong.

Because I know that if I don't blog this today, I'd obviously be too lazy to blog this tomorrow.


Happy Birthday Kim Jaejoong.

You gorgeous man. :DD

I'm early one day. Heheh~


6:43 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010

Showing love through the interwebz. *u*
click for larger view


8:09 PM
I don't wanna hear.

I don't wanna hear, don't wanna hear. I don't know, don't wanna hear, don't wanna hear. I don't wanna know. Don't wanna hear, don't wanna hear. The truth, I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna hear. I don't know, I don't wanna hear, don't wanna hear. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna hear, don't wanna hear the truth.

The truth is ruthless. Toothless but fanged.
Two-faced bruteness. Roofless in the rain.
The crude taste of sane. A suitcase full of pain.
The truth is truthless. A moot case of blame.

--Lesson 4 (Tablo's Word)


1:47 AM
Saturday, January 16, 2010

Let's make love.

Let's pretend we're the only ones in this world.

Let's pretend nothing else matters but you and me.

Let's be together.

Let's elope to a place far away from troubles and disasters.


12:30 AM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Dear Junsu, please read my blog. (again)

Dear Junsu,

You're my idol. My star. The one I really look up to now.
You're also my ideal guy. /shot
You've my 101% full respect.



11:11 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Dear Junsu, please read my blog.

Dear Junsu,


; _____________;



11:27 PM

Where'd you go?

I missed you so much. I regretted not spending more time with you when you were actually there.
I was an ignorant fool.
I took things for granted.
I am sorry...

Remember the old days?
You were a barber. A simple man but with a kind heart. You were someone I looked up to. You were the one that never fails to make me awed. You'd strong faith in God. You were strict about religion.
You doted on us alot.
I wished I was young forever, then you'd still be here...

Everyone loved you.
You loved everyone.

Why... why couldn't the last days with you be something you'd actually remember?
Maybe God loved you too much and didn't want you to remember any pain this world had for you.

My idol, please guide me...

10 Muharram 1430 H.


8:54 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Changminz iz luking geud ovar thar. *u* Man I love this pic of him sfm. rofl.

Anyway, I didn't attend school today~ Plz do not be asking why. /rolls away/

So anyway, nowadays I do realised that my parents been talking to me about doing well like Yana did. D:
10 points for O's?
IDKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Can I make it that good? D:


If you're asking about what kind of course I want to aim for, I just want something that has got to do with Graphic Design shizz, y'know?

But mum's like, don't aim for anything. Just aim to get really low marks. D: Btw, low marks in O levels = better.

Of course I want to do well ; _______; who doesn't?

Dear Junsu, plz be lending me your courage and determination. Kthnx.


1:34 PM
Monday, January 11, 2010

Oh, look, sleeping Junsu. Rofl.

I feel tired. Emotionally. Ideky.
The O levels results came out just now.
Feeling the pressure already -,-
My cousin got 10 points. D:
Which is actually bloody good,
therefore mum expects the same from me. T___T
Tbh, I don't even think I can do.

Damn this life of mine. Have you ever wondered why life exists? Why we live? Why we're here? These questions had always been in my mind all this while. Questions like, "What is the meaning of life" especially. I don't know if I'll ever find the answer you know? Seriously, different people have different defination for that but it seems like I haven't been able to find my defination of the meaning of life. :(

Feels like I've no goals to live for.
Feeling rather crappy rn. I need motivation, pronto.


6:25 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
First post in 2010

Hello Junsu, how are you today? I hope you're fine. I miss you alot. :(


First post yaw~ Idk why I had the urge to come back to blogger. I deleted my previous one because blogger wasn't really being friendly to me last time.

Maybe I'm still too used to blogger? I've tried LJ and Multiply but in the end, no matter how bitchy blogger had been. I guess I still like it.

And oof, since I hadn't been in blogger for quite awhile. I totally had a headache reading the codings. D:
It took me around 4 hours to do the blogskin. Lol. But its worth it of course. ^^

Sorry, not much to post today. ^o^


7:35 PM