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Monday, January 10, 2011
disappointment

The intention was never to disappoint.
I burnt the midnight oil.
Studied till late 4am.
Lost sleep because of fear.
Cried before the paper.

I didn't fear of failing.
I fear of disappointing everyone.
Those who expected from me.

But I disappointed them anyway.
I feel like I've lost a heap of self-confidence.
Just like that, they've disappeared into thin air.

I feel very awful right now.
And I just want to say that I am truly sorry.
I tried.
I really did.
But I'm just not good enough.
Never was anyway.

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7:57 PM
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
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2010 has made me realised that life doesn't wait for anyone. It's either you do it, or you'll have no time to. It may be the worst year of my life, with all the endless bitchfights, collecting more and more haters by the day, misunderstanding, Olvls, but 2010 has indeed been the year that I've learnt to look at those problems in a different light. I've learnt to smile when I'm angry. I've learnt to laugh when I'm sad. I've learnt to let myself listen to others and not just let it be all about myself.


I completely agree with this. It has said everything that has got to be said.
10:04 AM