still searching for the meaning of life.
JYJ & 東方神起 ♥
love makes me cry.
there's really nothing much about me.
Sometimes in life - u gotta snap out of it & realise the world won't stop just for u. U have to accept reality & move on. Life is not one big happy fairytale. It can get really tough, but you have to keep moving because only the strong ones will survive.
You may be punched in the face. Get hit where it hurts the most. Get salt rubbed in your wounds.
But you see, no one will care.
Because everybody is just too busy with their own lives to stop and give you a hug and tell you that everything's okay.
They're too busy watching tv, taking care of their kids, studying, shopping online, watching their favourite dramas, working to stop what they're doing just for you.
Nothing would be okay.
Even if they assure you that, its all a lie unless you yourself get to change the whole situation and make it okay.
Don't you get it? Its your life.
Therefore only you can change it.
You can have the biggest problem in the world but as much people you try to consult in,
the only person that can help make it turn around is you.
Not your friends.
They can't do anything except give you words of advice.
And that's all.
It won't change anything.
It won't at all.
When I was a kid, I thought that everybody in the world was nice enough.
Like what I've been taught in school.
Be nice to others.
And things would be fine for you.
But the world is a lie.
Everybody would like to lie to you as much as they want to.
Fairytales only happens in stories. Happy endings only happens in dramas.
The world, the reality out there is much harsher, much more harsher then what we'd learnt in school.
Don't you see, we've even been lied to when we were young. The world is a bloody lie.
"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for."
Therefore, you just gotta, "Wake up and live " — Bob Marley