Monday, January 10, 2011
The intention was never to disappoint.
I burnt the midnight oil.
Studied till late 4am.
Lost sleep because of fear.
Cried before the paper.
I didn't fear of failing.
I fear of disappointing everyone.
Those who expected from me.
But I disappointed them anyway.
I feel like I've lost a heap of self-confidence.
Just like that, they've disappeared into thin air.
I feel very awful right now.
And I just want to say that I am truly sorry.
I really did.
But I'm just not good enough.
Never was anyway.